Showing posts with label city memory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label city memory. Show all posts

Inner City, Inner Self: A Memoir (Alexis Brinkman)

The manner by which you enter a city is entirely dependent on where you start your journey. Moving from the sanctity of your 100 square foot closet apartment to the bustling streets is in essence a migration but cannot be compared to the pilgrimage you must take from one of New York's surrounding suburbs. So you start your Great Migration which sets the tone of your memory because it is both the first and last leg of your exploration. No matter what time the train taking you to the city leaves you become part of the monotonous daily commute. The hours of six, seven, eight, ten and twelve are a repetitive melange. Your shoes may not be as nice and your suit is inevitably lacking the third piece which contains nearly eighty percent of the prestige the entire ensemble projects but you progress regardless of garb because once the transformation starts your persona becomes less about what you look like and almost entirely about where you are going.
You're not at the station yet but you are standing as if the patience you had when you decided to drink coffee and eat before you left your house has evaporated over the course of the migration. You are inexplicably more anxious, more busy than you were before. The train rolls slower now and it hits the dock with a sober thud accompanied by a few drawn out squeals that let your know the flood gates are open. A swift current carries you deeper into the depths of the metro caverns. Rather than looking up a the signs for instruction of direction you plunge through blind to sights other that diverging streams of people and deaf to anything other than the all encompassing melody that will carry you from one corridor to the next. A man plays plastic bongos with wooden panels. He forces you to pick up pace that delivers you to a romantic acoustic serenade which prompts you to push forward until you reach the pan flute trio and what were once three separate covers of three separate songs becomes a whole piece with a fervent rhythm that echos and bellows connecting the tunnels, outlining your path.
If you happen to speak the language, the subway will take you from Rome to Hong Kong, through Paris, around Amsterdam, and to Mexico City. However coming here occasionally but not often you speak a pigeon form and thus can carry yourself from location A to location B. You are traveling along the veins of the thriving, growing, steam blowing organism that constantly nurses the greater structure sitting atop and can never sleep as the city is too demanding, too dependent of an offspring. Although you pay fiscal homage to this mother you do not praise it because like most nurturing forces they bewilder you with their speed, they bemuse you with fantastical charts of plotted diagrams depicting frequency, space, length and time and ultimately they deliver you to the same corner you started on without recompense. She takes you where you were supposed to go even if it was not where you wanted to go.
Little did you know it turns out you came all this way to go home again. After all it is the most familiar spaces in even the most exotic of places that endure in your memory long after you forget the foreign nuances. Your stomach rumbles the loudest for the taste that is most comforting and luckily the restaurant is small just like the kitchen you grew up in. The ceiling fans spins round at exactly the same pace aerating the room with the aromas of your grandmother's recipes. The people are warm, friendly, and full like her smile. In keeping with tradition they do not offer but give you a sampling of concoctions you did not even know you wanted. The sauce is the same sauce your mother taught you to make after her mother taught her and you can swear you hear her singing from behind the door on the other side of the room. The tune leaks through the porous grout between the bricks as if there has been a flash flood of memories seeping in that you could never have recalled outside of the city.
Perhaps migrating towards the city is really just like moving further into your own past. You seek out connections you did not previously need in the comfort of your own home far removed from searing New York. In a world reputed for its multiple dangers and temptations it is natural to correlate what you've never seen before to an intimate memory of the past as it is a comfort that becomes a subconscious necessity. In this way you participate in the city by shedding your identity and joining the masses but you remain forever behind glass looking through your own perspective lens while your recollection steers you to delve into your inner self. The ride home is the perfect time to ponder such a theory. The trains are emptier making you feel like half the people you came with were trapped somewhere in the city where they are reliving their past without any success of connecting it to their present. As the day comes to an end and the journey reaches a full circle you start to feel melancholy like you left the place you were supposed to belong.

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Daniel Hewes


Having grown up in New York City all my life, I have endless memories of city life. But the one that sticks out the most was one that most New Yorkers would chose; September 11, 2001. I was just in 7th grade, and much of those childhood years are fuzzy due to time past, but this day is as vivid in my mind as yesterday. I was in science class when my father appeared at the door and took my out of class. He explained what had happened, but I couldn’t really comprehend what has happened. I hadn’t yet seen any of the images or people that I would soon see. I walked out of my school which was downtown, and I walked to 8th avenue with my dad. The first thing I remember were the cars and taxis and buses on the avenue, but they weren’t moving. The city itself was at a stand still, but the people who were walking quickly made up for the lack of motion of the cars. It was a sight that ill never forget. I have never seen so many people walking in one direction in my life. Even the marathons didn’t live up to it. The people who we were walking uptown with were not running, were not screaming, were not crying. They were walking at a moderate pace, most with their heads down. There were some that had soot and ash covering their whole body. Some were bloodied, and some were perfectly clean. It was such a mix in a city that some call the most diverse in the world. We finally made it uptown to my dad’s office. We decided that we should open it up to anyone who needed a place to rest or needed food or water. We went outside and grabbed some food and bottles of water for anyone who needed it. And that’s when it hit me. I looked around and realized that it wasn’t just me and my dad doing this, but every store, every restaurant, every deli was also doing it. People were stopping and talking with strangers on every block. Strangers who they would normally pass by. We were opening ourselves up to anyone who needed help, and on that day, that was most of the people on the streets. It was such an incredible sight. We all came together to offer a hand, and not because anyone had ordered us to, but because at that moment, we all knew there were fellow New Yorkers in need, and that was the first priority. And for days after that, I saw the same thing. People gathered on city streets and corners, just to find some companionship in a stranger in that time of need. We had gone from a city of millions, to a city of one. One energy moving through all of us, as cliché as that might sound. It was something that I have not seen since, but I know the next time the city is in need, we’ll all come together without a second of hesitation.

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Helen Ramsay

The near absence of the sun baths the sidewalks in a rose gold tint that twinkles off the bronze embedded into the framework of the city. Names archaic mingle with those still hot for the magazine press. Natives pay no attention to the starry paths; casually trending where foreign eyes strain to capture. Music of human voices crescendo flooding out of every restaurant as the harmony of the city makes its daily oscillation from the mumble of the day to the excitement of the night. A birthday wish is made that their future lies in this city; while another birthday is celebrated to the peak of expectations, because there is someone who cares. The stars from the pavement twinkle in all eyes that have a dream or a lover, or both. It will not be long before the stars in the eyes of the lover are swallowed by a black hole, but the dream will fan the flames of hope for many more years. There is no telling if the valley lit by flashing signs will ever be home for the aspirations of the child. Sometimes it is and sometimes the twinkling just dims into dusk, that’s just how the city is. Dusk, setting over the city like a blanket, not muting but amplifying the life, severing as a catalyst for licentious decisions that they will only pretend to regret. Time passes like cars on the freeways, the veins of the city, and as the morning peaks in the night, only the clocks notice that rush hour is nearly over. Veins soon to be clogged with foggy thoughts as their owners wait for the multitude of vehicles to make a movement, any movement at all. If only it were as far away as it seemed, because to everyone with the sky in their eyes, that was the only city that could exist, the city filled with dreams. Darkness if far from interminable, although it appears as though no harm is seen in pretending. Pretending that youth will come in an endless supply and sleep is nothing more than a myth from an old nursery rhyme. However, when the floor of the city starts to shimmer, and it smiles once more at the opposite end of the sky, the rest of the world no longer holds the illusion of being a far off memory. The honking of horns lose their charm and a birthday wish goes into hibernation behind a modest hemline, a sharp jacket and a neatly pressed collar.

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Ryan O'Connor

I am going home. As the plane descends through the cloud cover and the expanse of water below becomes visible and in the distance starts to give way to my city.  The tallest towers rise up from the smaller buildings around them to clearly define what people consider to be “downtown”. Each is unique, the newest are grand, elegant spires of steel and glass reflecting the evening sun, and the oldest are much shorter and made of concrete and brick while still being beautiful. Oldest is a relative term here; this is a new city, a city that has been ruined and rebuilt all at once. You can’t feel the centuries of evolution and history that other cities have here, but frankly, you don’t miss it. Looking down on this shining gem on the edge of the water my eyes can jump only small distances and trigger memories years and miles apart. It starts with summer on the grand beaches that line the shore and flicks to wandering through the glass and steel canyons, staring up at some of the most potent examples of mankind’s ingenuity and nobility. My eyes wander to the center of the city, a sweeping stretch of green, and remember nights spent watching the lights of the skyline and the colors of the fountain, tourists wandering among locals, men selling glow sticks and other bright amusements. Fireworks shot from the pier out over the lake and bike rides down the drive all spin together as I gaze out over my home. A city filled to bursting with life and light, a town of wonders and memories for me, things that I want to show all of the unfortunates who have never been there before. I want everyone to see and experience this city in a garden, this city of big shoulders, this city that I can never call the second city, because it will never be that for me.  It’s my kind of town, Chicago is.  

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Preston Beyer

The sheer beauty of your surroundings while walking the streets of Pretoria almost allows you to forget you are in one of the most impoverished parts of the world. The urban appeal of any North American city is replicated here in the midlands of South Africa with all the amenities of western life so easily integrated into the political capital of the Republic. Western retail stores and fast food chains line the streets of city center where masses of people flock.  Walking down the main street of city center you see everything from McDonalds to a small ethnic food shop where everyone only speaks Tswana.              
While the glamour of the new, skyscraping buildings may draw the full attention of some visitors, to truly experience the nature of the city you need to look to the past. Amidst all the typical urban appeals of a city lie signs and memories of a different time, a past regime. The older buildings and portions of the city give the city a character that is unlike everywhere else. These old buildings are all either fenced in or surrounded by walls and lined with barbed wire, signs of the times of apartheid. The majority of the inhabitants of these areas was once the privileged whites, but is now mostly a black area. It is in these neighborhood and areas where the calls for a revitalized black cultural movement are strongest and most frequent.
The areas of Church Square and the Union Building are the true gems of Pretoria. Church Square is the cultural center of the city and boasts many important buildings from the time of apartheid as well as architectural beauties. The Union Building is the political headquarters for all of South Africa with the chair of the President being located here. This building sits at the highest point in the city and directly beneath it lays an expansive area of gardens which contain all the natural plants of South Africa.

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Praha


As a resident of Boston, it is easy to get caught up in the age of the city. After all, it is one of the founding cities of this country. That being said, even the oldest structures in Boston date back only a few hundred years. In a city with history that can be traced for thousands of years, Boston seems considerably less impressive.
The city to which I am referring is Prague, the capital of the Czech Republic. The streets of Prague, with their mishmash of red-tiled roofs and thin tan buildings, look like a fairytale, as it was built in the architectural style popularized by many Disney movies. The narrow streets are paved with cobblestones, and it is rumored that to go anywhere in Prague, you must walk uphill both ways. I attest this is true. At the top lies Prague Castle, the oldest castle complex still standing in the world. Throughout its twelve hundred year history, each resident of the castle has added something to it, be it the Gothic cathedral of St. Vitus in the 14th century, or the modern renovations that took place when the first president of a democratic Czechoslovakia was elected in 1989. 
When one walks through the Prague Castle complex, one is immediately struck by the ancient beauty and massive size of the structures. Beyond the initial entrance gate and courtyard lies St. Vitus Cathedral, a church rivaled in grandeur perhaps only by Notre Dame. There is a crisp air of reverence, as though one has stepped into a time capsule holding many forgotten details of Prague’s past. While the clamoring of tourists seasonally dominates Prague Castle, it is easy to spot the locals among the crowd. They are standing several feet away from the rest of the group. They are pensive and quiet, perhaps staring more at the foreigners invading their city than the castle walls themselves. They might curse under their breath in a seemingly impossible language. They do not stop to ingest the stunning views of Prague while quickly scaling the hilly steps down toward the heart of the city, which to anyone else might be the most gorgeous part of the entire complex. They just simply walk off.
The citizens of Prague are a reserved people. They do not care much for spectacle, and they hate anything that is unnecessarily loud or gaudy. Simultaneously, they are not a stagnant people. Their lives are constantly being inundated with Western culture, whether it is debit cards, indoor multi-story malls, or Kentucky Fried Chicken. Despite this, the spirit of Prague is never lost. Locals continue to speak Czech within their own conversations. They rarely talk to tourists in the streets, even though they both may be visiting the same restaurant for dinner. Rather than tear down their way of life, Prague gradually incorporates in order to progress. Prague Castle effortlessly represents this sentiment, always changing and expanding, but consistently keeping a watchful eye over the city, never losing its regal character or charm.    

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Hana Nobel



 Beijing pulses under a layer of smog. Fresh air seems to be in short supply in these crammed quarters. Tall, modern structures dwarf those that have stood here for thousands of years. Buildings are high, but not wide, to house the overcrowded jungle of a city. The backgrounds of my pictures of beautiful temples are ruined cranes towering behind them.  Beijing is a city under construction. The apartment buildings on the way from the Beijing airport are more reminiscent of Ft. Lauderdale than an Asian country. There are bright coral colored towers that look like my grandmother would live there. A friend described it as looking “like a place on the West Coast that I haven’t visited yet”.  I question the rhyme and reason for these architectural decisions. Is this a beautiful city? I still struggle with this question two years after visiting. Culturally and gastronomically and historically beautiful? Yes. Aesthetically beautiful? I am still undecided. For every beautiful spot-the Forbidden City, the Olympic Park, there are also places where function positively dominates over style.
            At street level, Beijing echoes with the sounds of food hawkers and street vendors offering counterfeit designer handbags, spicy skewers of meat and leftover memorabilia from the 2008 Olympics.  The city is full and in some places, I have to stick my elbows out to pass through a crowded street.
            A far cry from tourist attractions are the Hutongs, residential neighborhoods filled with locals. In place of “I Love BJ” shirts and ashtrays shaped like The Bird’s Nest, those who call Beijing their home shop for daily necessities at an outdoor market. Globalization has ruined the exoticness of China for me-a place I hoped I could escape McDonald’s and Starbucks. The Hutongs, where bicycles dominate over cars, remind me of a China that intrigued me during a third grade educational video. Tucked away here, I could pretend I was really “away from it all” and enter a place where The Golden Arches haven’t invaded yet.






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